How Fragile Life is?

How fragile life is I wondered?
Lives are snapped away from the body, living the mass behind, buried it underground with all the memories.

Lives are so fragile, too fragile, that it can break... no perfection in lives.
There are devils inside human, masquerading and pretending, once human unaware of it; we are being taken advantage of. Children, women and men became their victim. Every day, somebody’s daughter is raped and killed, a man being murdered, a women being abused, a foetus being abandoned and murdered.
How fragile their lives are?

Who is to be blame? We seek comfort in blaming someone for the misfortune. But honestly, why are human so cruel?
The devils are taking advantage; killing and robbing, and blaming their fate for that. Society in turn was blame for that mishap. I cried for justice when I read those cases, and always pray that I would never have to read that awful news the next day. Whose responsibility is that, is anyone up to hold that heavy responsibility? If it is not you, not me, then who?

Dear God, I pray that no one would ever to endure such suffering, it might seem impossible, but I prayed for the well-being of all. A series of event in my lives flashes in my head as I am writing this down. I think about my girlfriends, my guy friends, my family, my siblings...
Lives are so fragile, so treasure it, and keep yourself save, never give in for anyone to take advantage on us... Be cautious at all time...It’s a wild world out there.

Half way through

Week 7 of 8th semester had passed, that means that I am left with 7 more weeks to enjoy my university life. 7 weeks after this I am a total independent adult, well it's not that I am never an adult but, this is like major shift in life. STUDENT ie free and easy, not so much of work load, can skip, opps i mean if you really sick then you need not take MC. (*really sick*) Yeah, we fall sick quite often as a student. WORKING ADULT ie work stress, work stress, work stress. Your working time 8-5pm, but you cannot go back at 5pm, why???? Cause it's just it. And even if you fall sick, no man, no MC.sob...sob...

But it's rather a mixed feeling for me, excited but anxious, nervous all mixed up. Now, I am stucked with tons and tons of assignments and projects. Been having insomia for few weeks, don't really know what is the reason. Sometimes, I feel that I just worried too much, I know that, and i want to chill down but the anxiousness is like my inborn attributes. I am coping to handle stress the correct way, and NO Evin, not by shopping and buying loads of shoes. Somehow I feel things always fall onto the place they are suppose to be; relationship, friends, love, career...It's all written up there. ;)

Result is OUT...

This is madness, the semester result is out so as the pervious i went to the website to check my result.

And i got 4 FLAT, yes you herd me right 4 flat, just that mine is all B+... Somehow i found it hillarious, seriously, well i was a little nervous when i thought about it but when i got the result i could hardly believe it.

I laugh my heart out.....

What actually determines my grades?

All is undercover like Sherlock Holmes solving his case, because you can be getting good marks for the 2 tests before and when it comes to your final grade it sucks like hell!
And tiada sebarang surat-menyurat atau rayuan akan dilayan atau diterima.
The staffs there will stare at you like some kind of hungry hawk, if you ever asked them.

Hell ya.....

So now i have ( or rather need) to fight for the final semester... so that i can grad with my own satisfaction, regardless what others feel about scoring in exams, personally i feel it's depends on each person's view.

You want it, work for it.
You don't want it, buzz off.
You don't care about it, then DON'T mention it.
Understood!!!???
It's all crystal clear...

Hell i miss A...(i sound so kiasu, right?)

yes man, yes man, yes man (my post-syndrom from watching YES MAN)

First Impression

I was quite an observant. I loved to see and interpret what i preceived, let it be a situation that totally unrelated to me or maybe i observed a person's character. Guess what??? Human makes mistakes, and so did i.

There were so many type of person in this world. Everyone that we met, at least for the first time, is masked, and eventually we would get to know the real person behind that mask. And let me tell you how wrong one could be, to assume something that was totally unTRUE.

So tell me this, they said first impression was the most important and it was very difficult to change. However, many a time i found out that, this was not necessarily correct. Someone that maybe always smiling to you and treat you well may end up back stabbing you. So sad!!

Whatever the situation is, it is always important for us to stay true to ourselves. How we treat and reacted to a person might be how others treat us. HATE is a very strong and hurting word.

Don't do to others as what others undone to you...