pirate's view

i juz dun understand!!! wat would make me qualified!!! i tink i am eligible 4 it, but ... it seems dat i hv lost quite many things... it started all well but now it feels as i am losing it... i know dat i should turn a new leaf in my life, but dunno , situation in house getting critical... i am trying my hardest, it seems to me.. but i know i have to tink =+ve , i hope things will get better 4 me.... pray 4 me plz.....