June 28 2007
Finally the day i had been waiting for, the very last day of my attachment at PowerTek. I was here as required to undergo the UDP(Undergraduate Developement Programme).
My feeling is rather a mixture of all kinds;
happy cause it had finally ended...
sad cause it would be the last time i actually able to meet all Tanjong scholars. I will be missing all of them, i guess it would be very difficult for me to meet all of them, again...sob, sob...
Having to know them we had grown to be a family, and the friendship that had been bonded had been a pure and true.
So much i had learnt and over these two years i had became a better person.
I've learnt to develop myself so that i would become an all rounded person;
I've learnt not to have regret in life as all the "failure" that i encountered is just a learning process;
I've learnt to always be thankful to God for all that i had been blessed in my life.
I will learn and i am still learning...
22.6.07
DayS At "work"
22 June 2007
Sitting at my desk, i am counting days. The clock seemed to be very cruel to me, as if it purposely ticks slower just to annoyed me each and everytime i looked at it. I need to endure this atmosphere for another week before i free myself from here for good.
Maybe because i am just here for temporary, and i have already set my mind that
"I'm leaving, soon!!".
But i am not enjoying every bit of it.
There is Soo* whom i thought to be all nice and friendly, then all of sudden she "attacked" me with her "sharp" words. Silly me, being new i cried, felt very sad and wondered what i did wrong. I was confused why she said that i hated her!!! At that moment i really thought it was my fault.
After days, as though nothing had happened she approached me and talking so-ever friendly to me. It was not that i am very cruel as not wanting to forgive her, but her attitude seemed so FAKE!!
It is easier to forgive, but to forget, I guess that will take a LOT of time, definitely!
The office gossip was another thing! It was so essential here, without it i could easily dozed off on my desk. Stories from maids, children, to their own colleague color my office day.
However, looking at the bright side of it, i am constantly learning how things worked around here. Not the technical part, but the human valueS. I may not have time to realize all these things if i am actually working here. I would have been too busy. Their attitudes and actions
are like a "live" class to me.
Sitting at my desk, i am counting days. The clock seemed to be very cruel to me, as if it purposely ticks slower just to annoyed me each and everytime i looked at it. I need to endure this atmosphere for another week before i free myself from here for good.
Maybe because i am just here for temporary, and i have already set my mind that
"I'm leaving, soon!!".
But i am not enjoying every bit of it.
There is Soo* whom i thought to be all nice and friendly, then all of sudden she "attacked" me with her "sharp" words. Silly me, being new i cried, felt very sad and wondered what i did wrong. I was confused why she said that i hated her!!! At that moment i really thought it was my fault.
After days, as though nothing had happened she approached me and talking so-ever friendly to me. It was not that i am very cruel as not wanting to forgive her, but her attitude seemed so FAKE!!
It is easier to forgive, but to forget, I guess that will take a LOT of time, definitely!
The office gossip was another thing! It was so essential here, without it i could easily dozed off on my desk. Stories from maids, children, to their own colleague color my office day.
However, looking at the bright side of it, i am constantly learning how things worked around here. Not the technical part, but the human valueS. I may not have time to realize all these things if i am actually working here. I would have been too busy. Their attitudes and actions
are like a "live" class to me.
Values...
19 June 2007
Many had happened along these two weeks and there are values that I had learnt. Easier said than done they said. I totally agree with that cause actions speak louder than words.
One could easily list down endless number of morale and principles in life that one should lead, but how many exactly actually lead life by those rules in life?
I viewed at people having strong principle(s) in life with great admiration. It is not easy to hold on to your belief, when the world is constantly changing. I, myself am still struggling to know what is my strong foundation in life.
Because this is a crucial one, this determines where you stand in this battle, called LIFE.
Many had happened along these two weeks and there are values that I had learnt. Easier said than done they said. I totally agree with that cause actions speak louder than words.
One could easily list down endless number of morale and principles in life that one should lead, but how many exactly actually lead life by those rules in life?
I viewed at people having strong principle(s) in life with great admiration. It is not easy to hold on to your belief, when the world is constantly changing. I, myself am still struggling to know what is my strong foundation in life.
Because this is a crucial one, this determines where you stand in this battle, called LIFE.
First Impression
I was quite an observant. I loved to see and interpret what i preceived, let it be a situation that totally unrelated to me or maybe i observed a person's character. Guess what??? Human makes mistakes, and so did i.
There were so many type of person in this world. Everyone that we met, at least for the first time, is masked, and eventually we would get to know the real person behind that mask. And let me tell you how wrong one could be, to assume something that was totally unTRUE.
So tell me this, they said first impression was the most important and it was very difficult to change. However, many a time i found out that, this was not necessarily correct. Someone that maybe always smiling to you and treat you well may end up back stabbing you. So sad!!
Whatever the situation is, it is always important for us to stay true to ourselves. How we treat and reacted to a person might be how others treat us. HATE is a very strong and hurting word.
Don't do to others as what others undone to you...
There were so many type of person in this world. Everyone that we met, at least for the first time, is masked, and eventually we would get to know the real person behind that mask. And let me tell you how wrong one could be, to assume something that was totally unTRUE.
So tell me this, they said first impression was the most important and it was very difficult to change. However, many a time i found out that, this was not necessarily correct. Someone that maybe always smiling to you and treat you well may end up back stabbing you. So sad!!
Whatever the situation is, it is always important for us to stay true to ourselves. How we treat and reacted to a person might be how others treat us. HATE is a very strong and hurting word.
Don't do to others as what others undone to you...
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