5.4.10

Me being me...

“Open Up and Speak Up” they always said. More often, it is so much easier to say than done. Why do I ever start the post with this phrase? Well, it just crosses my mind.

Today, as I was driving to work, I saw a girl, she was in a Rapid KL bus She was sitting in the bus with her facing down, my guess would be that she was trying to catch a short nap before reach her office, but the sad thing is that it was in the morning, at around 7.45am. Cannot imagine how would she felt once she reached her workplace!

Sad scene for me... I always know that the kind of work that I want, but me being myself, always have indecisiveness in my mind. Once, I vowed that I would never be in that position, but now, I cannot say much.

Why, do I let myself to be in such situation?
Is it myself, not being grateful to the opportunities lied before me?

The heart and mind is arguing with each other…Man, life is hard!~~

Just started to work for around 8 months, I know this is not for me. I would not be here for long. The question is …for how long more, Sui Inn!!

Wake up and smell the roses!
Sometimes, I just wish I could just disappear! I have no issue, you see. But, I am just being, Sui Inn.